Different Ideas for a Wedding

There are different ideas, I have thought about for my wedding day. I have always wanted to be wearing a nice white wedding dress. And get married in a church. But i have thought about getting married outside. like at a park. but a church wedding is one thing i have always dream of. And have my dad walk me down the isle. Recently my father has passed away. I miss him dearly and i know when one day when i do get married that he will be there in spirit. I have thought about what theme and colors. I have always wanted a fall theme. and have steak or chicken and salad for the food. Now i am thinking of Mexican food. purple and black for the colors. and have dolphins and butterflies too. But I know it's not just my day, it's my soon to be husband too. And i always have this dream that i get married, but my groom is wearing a black mask and i can't see his face. to this day i still have that dream. I don't really have a favorite flower, I love flowers. I want Javier to be that groom to be. We have been together now 3 yrs. I found the love of my life. And i am ready for that big step. Marriage and kids. I am ready to sit down with Javier, and discuss the ideas of having a wedding. He wants to go to Vegas, I think of that too. Just do it and get over with. He has never been to New York, and always wanted to try the New York Pizza. So i want to surprise him and go there for our honeymoon. He is everything i am looking for. I love you baby... And i am always here for you....